Recently, as a participant in an online family constellation ritual, I asked to connect with my family lineage ancestors. By ask, I mean with the intention to open and learn, I went inside to explore an inner experience of my family line.
Touching into fatherās fatherās fatherās line back to the beginning of human life, I sensed a dense atmosphere with wisdom in it. There was also a lingering, if slight, quality of suffering of the Jewish men that seemed to still need healing. Yet the overall feeling was strong. I felt dynamic throbbing energy infusing me from my fatherās line and giving me the agency to move into life with purpose.